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Protagonist Katherine Danziger and her best friend, Erica, attend a New Year’s party at the house of Erica’s cousin, Sybil. Katherine explains that Sybil is sexually experienced and has a genius IQ, and that Erica believes Sybil craves sexual attention because she is insecure about her weight.
As Katherine takes a bite of fondue at the party, a boy reaches over with a napkin and asks if Katherine wants him to wipe off her chin. Katherine responds sarcastically, even after the boy introduces himself as Michael Wagner. Erica intervenes, telling Michael Katherine’s name, and Katherine has the urge to reach out and touch the mole on Michael’s cheek. Katherine distracts herself by talking to another boy at the party, Fred, whom she is not really interested in. As Fred talks, Katherine thinks about Michael and hopes that he goes to college somewhere nearby, like Rutgers. At midnight, Fred kisses Katherine, and she watches Michael kiss another girl at the party, Elizabeth.
Katherine and Erica stay the night at Sybil’s, and as they get into bed, Erica mentions that Michael seems like a nice guy and insinuates that Katherine likes him. Katherine states that she barely met him, and Erica tells her he asked for her phone number, which piques Katherine’s interest.
Katherine explains that she has been friends with Erica since the beginning of high school. She states that she and Erica get along well despite being different and that Erica “doesn’t fall apart over really important things and I’m always afraid I might” (5).
The girls sleep in until noon the next day and wake to the phone ringing. Sybil states that Michael is coming over to pick up some records he left behind, and Katherine asks if Michael is “going with” (5) the girl Elizabeth from the party. Sybil says no and that she can put in a good word for Katherine because she has known Michael since kindergarten, and they go to the same high school. Katherine is surprised that Michael is still in high school because he seems older.
Michael arrives, goes downstairs to pick out his records, and then asks why some have the initials “K.D.” on them. Katherine goes downstairs and tells him that she brought over records also, and they sort them together. Michael grabs Katherine’s wrist, telling her he only came over because he wanted to see her again. Katherine says she is glad he came over, and Michael suggests they go for a drive before Katherine’s father picks her up at three.
Michael and Katherine drive away and pass Overlook Hospital, where Katherine works as a candy striper. She tells Michael this and that she was born at Overlook, and Michael says that he was, too. They discover that Katherine is one month older than Michael.
They park at the Watchung Reservoir and take a walk. Michael asks what her plans are for next year after they graduate high school, and Katherine tells him she plans to attend college at Michigan, Denver, or Penn State, although she is not sure where yet. Michael shares that he plans to attend college in Vermont. Michael takes Katherine’s hand as they walk and discuss their interests. Katherine learns that Michael loves to ski, which she has never done, and Michael offers to teach her.
They realize the time and go back to the car. While they wait for the car to heat up, Michael asks if he can kiss Katherine. Katherine teases him but agrees, and he removes his glasses before kissing her. He kisses her again when he drops her off at Sybil’s house.
That night, Katherine tells her mother about Michael and that she has plans to see him again Friday and Saturday night. Katherine introduces her family members, explaining that her mother, Diana, is a librarian and that her younger sister, Jamie, is 12 and already a talented artist.
When Jamie offers to embroider a pair of Katherine’s jeans, she asks if she can do it by next weekend because she has a date with a guy she just met. Jamie asks if this means that Katherine is in love again like she was with her last boyfriend, Tommy Aronson, and Katherine scoffs at the idea she was ever in love with Tommy: “That was childish infatuation” (14). Katherine regrets dating Tommy, whom she recalls was only interested in sex, one major reason for their breakup. Katherine thinks about how different Michael is from Tommy and how she appreciates that Michael calls her every night.
Their conversations range from Michael’s dog, Tasha, to Katherine’s interest in tennis. On Thursday, Michael tells her he will pick her up for their date at 7:30 the next day. Michael arrives at Katherine’s house and meets her family. They go see a movie, but Katherine cannot focus as she thinks about being alone with Michael.
After the movie, Michael asks if she knows anywhere to park nearby, and Katherine recalls her parents’ warning not to park anywhere with a guy because there are people known to “prey on couples who are out parking” (20). Katherine suggests instead that they go to her house. Katherine and Michael sit in her family’s den with her parents asleep upstairs.
Michael and Katherine begin to kiss, but Katherine stops him when he tries to put his hands underneath her sweater, asking that they save something for tomorrow. Michael asks Katherine if she is a virgin, and she responds that she is but asks, “Does it matter?” (21). Michael insists that it does not but that it is better for him to know and that she should not be ashamed. Later that night, Katherine realizes that Michael asked whether she was a virgin to determine “what I expected of him” (22) and that if she had not been a virgin, they probably would have had sex. Katherine cannot decide how she feels about this.
Katherine introduces her father, who is a pharmacist and from whom Katherine inherited her love of tennis. Katherine’s parents plan a trip at the end of January to Mexico, and Katherine’s grandparents come to stay with her and Jamie. Katherine explains that her grandmother once ran for Congress and that her grandparents practice law together in New York City, although her grandfather has taken more of a symbolic role since his stroke the previous year. She explains that her grandmother is also active in Planned Parenthood of New York City.
The night before Katherine’s parents leave, they permit her to invite Erica, Michael, and Michael’s friend, Artie, over. Katherine is thrilled to see that Artie is attractive and thinks he and Erica will get along well. Artie suggests they play a board game and goes to get Backgammon from his car. After the game, the couples split: Erica and Artie go to the living room, and Katherine and Michael return to the den.
Michael tries to unbutton Katherine’s jeans, and she stops him, stating that she does not want to go further when their friends are in the next room. Michael rolls over and groans but insists he is not angry with Katherine. They agree to take a minute to themselves, and when Katherine returns to the kitchen, Erica and Artie are playing Monopoly at the table. Katherine excuses herself to splash water on her face and thinks about how she would not have stopped Michael if their friends were there, but now she wants the boys to go home.
When Katherine returns downstairs, Michael and Artie are preparing to leave. Michael says he will see Katherine next week and gives her a quick kiss. Katherine wishes to be alone, even though Erica is staying overnight, so she finds an excuse to return to the den and sits on the rug for a while.
When Katherine returns to her room, she asks Erica if she likes Artie, and Erica says that Artie did not even try to kiss her. Erica asks Katherine to tell her about Michael and asks if Katherine loves him. Katherine thinks she likes Michael but is not ready to say she loves him yet. Erica asks if Katherine is still a virgin and says, “It might not be a bad idea to get laid before college” (30). The friends discuss their opinions on whether one has to be in love to have sex, and Katherine argues that it “means more” (30) if the people are in love. The girls agree that they have different outlooks on sex and respect each other’s perspectives.
Katherine’s grandparents stay with her and Jamie while her parents are away, and Katherine notes the difference in her grandfather since his stroke. Michael picks up Katherine from work and asks her why she chose to work in the geriatrics unit.
Katherine explains that when she was younger, her father’s mother was in a nursing home, and Katherine was afraid of her. When her grandfather got sick after his stroke, Katherine realized that “he was old too…but I wasn’t afraid of him…because I loved him” (35). Katherine explains that being with the patients makes her feel good.
Michael invites Katherine to his high school play, where Artie will play the lead role. Katherine is surprised to hear this as she believes Artie is “self-conscious” (35) based on his interactions with Erica. Michael tells her that there is an after-party at Elizabeth’s house, the girl Michael was kissing on New Year’s Eve. Katherine asks if Michael used to go out with her, and he says that they did not and that New Year’s Eve “wasn’t anything special” (36).
Katherine and Michael arrive at her house and join her grandparents and neighbors for dessert. After Michael leaves, Katherine’s grandmother says that he is a nice boy and warns Katherine to “be careful” (37) of pregnancy and sexually transmitted infection. Katherine is aghast and tells her grandmother that she and Michael are not having sex, but her grandmother only responds that it is a matter of time.
Katherine reflects on the generational differences in attitudes toward sex. While Katherine is grateful that girls are no longer so harshly judged for their sexual decisions, she is still annoyed that older generations assume “everyone in my generation screws around” (37). On their last night, Katherine’s grandparents go into the city to see a show, and Michael comes over to keep Katherine and Jamie company.
After dinner, Katherine and Michael offer to clean up and begin a water fight, leaving them soaked. Katherine states that she has to change her shirt, and Michael follows her to her bedroom, promising not to touch her if she lets him watch her change. Michael begins kissing the back of her neck. As she asks him to stop, Jamie knocks on the door and asks what they are doing in Katherine’s room.
When Michael leaves after they watch a movie, Jamie asks Katherine if she and Michael were having sex. Katherine says that even if they were, she would not tell Jamie, and Jamie teases, saying that Katherine’s generation is “so hung up” (43) about sex.
The opening chapters of the text establish Katherine Danziger’s relationship with Michael Wagner, and with it introduces the theme of the Exploration of Sexual Identity. Katherine, who at the beginning of the text has never had sex before, takes her time in deciding when she is ready to take that step. She tells her friend, Erica, that her vision for her first time having sex depends greatly on her love for the person. Katherine feels strongly that her first time having sex should be both meaningful and with someone that she loves: “[…] it means more that way [...]. I want it to be special” (30).
Katherine’s burgeoning sexual identity marks this first section of the text, as she becomes closer to Michael emotionally and physically but struggles with whether she really feels ready to begin a sexual relationship with him. At first, her sexual inexperience is a source of insecurity for Katherine, as she reflects on a conversation between her and Michael in which he asked if she was a virgin: “It occurred to me [...] that Michael asked if I was a virgin to find out what I expected of him. If I hadn’t been one then he probably would have made love to me. What scares me is I’m not sure how I feel about that” (22). Katherine is honest with Michael, and Michael does not push her to have sex before she is ready, but nonetheless Katherine feels anxious about the prospect of having sex with him. Katherine’s uncertainty is an indication that she is not yet ready, and for the entirety of this section, she exercises caution when in physically intimate moments with Michael.
Exercising caution becomes increasingly difficult the more time she spends with Michael and the more physically attracted she becomes to him. There is a clear progression in their physical intimacy, but with that growing attraction comes moments of friction between Katherine and Michael. The den is an important setting in the text as a site of Katherine’s sexual identity development and exploration: In her parents’ downstairs den, she and Michael explore each other physically. Early in their relationship, Katherine and Michael go to the den, leaving their friends to play a game in the kitchen. Katherine and Michael find it increasingly difficult to slow down. Katherine stops Michael from unbuttoning her jeans, but afterward reflects: “If Artie and Erica hadn’t been there I doubt that I’d have stopped Michael from unbuttoning my jeans. But I’m not sure. Now I wanted the boys to go home” (28). Katherine still expresses doubt here, a clear sign that while her body may respond physically to Michael’s touch, her mind and heart remain guarded for the time being.
Katherine’s relationship with Michael shapes her perspective on love, another important theme. She dismisses her last relationship with a boy named Tommy as a “childish infatuation” (14), indicating that she views her relationship with Michael as more emotionally mature and real. She feels a strong attraction both physically and emotionally to Michael early on but guards her emotions somewhat as she is cautious not to jump into anything too deep with Michael so early on in their relationship. She rationalizes her decision: “I wasn’t going to say I loved Michael yet. I was too quick to think I’d loved Tommy Aronson and he and I never even got to be friends” (29). This quote articulates a few things about Katherine’s Perspective on Love: She wants her and Michael to develop a friendship alongside their physical relationship. In doing so, she believes that this foundation of friendship will also enable her and Michael to build a strong physical relationship.
Katherine’s insistence on carefully developing her sexual relationship with Michael indicates author Judy Blume’s desire to craft a narrative in which the characters act sexually responsible. She writes Katherine as a level-headed, rational, and responsible teenager who is thoughtful and mindful about her decisions regarding sex. Michael does exert some pressure on Katherine, like when he kisses her neck after he had said he wouldn’t touch her, but he ultimately accepts Katherine’s many denials in stride without resorting to force or violence. Blume also carefully introduces opposing viewpoints, such as when Erica claims that she wants to “get laid before college” (30). Erica’s view of sex as a “physical thing” (31) rather than predicated on love is depicted as equally acceptable, even if it diverges from Katherine’s decisions regarding sex.
By Judy Blume