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Sloane Crosley

Grief Is for People

Nonfiction | Autobiography / Memoir | Adult | Published in 2024

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Part 1 Summary: “Don’t Let Me Keep You: Denial”

Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of death by suicide and mental illness.

Sloane Crosley, the narrator, recounts the theft of 41 pieces of jewelry from her New York City apartment on June 27, 2019. The telling of the robbery alternates with the telling of her friend Russell Perreault’s death by suicide, which occurs exactly one month after the burglary.

Pieces of jewelry from both of Crosley’s late grandmothers are stolen. Crosley shares a few details about each grandmother but states that she wasn’t close with either. The police arrive, dust for fingerprints, and ask Crosley if she knows who might be responsible for the theft. In the days that follow, she is inundated by personal stories of theft from friends and acquaintances. Many friends are eager to try to identify the burglar, as if the incident is part of a mystery book or a game.

A few days later, the police spot the thief on the apartment’s security camera. His movements and the time stamps suggest that he watched Crosley leave the apartment and then entered. The footage also shows him putting on latex gloves to avoid leaving fingerprints.

Crosley, unsure whether the thief knew her or merely waited for an opportunity, becomes obsessed with uncovering his identity. She visits pawn shops in search of the missing items. After noticing that the thief wears a plastic name badge, she visits local hospitals and other businesses in hopes of spotting him.

As she becomes more deeply enmeshed in the search, Crosley begins to blame herself for the burglary. She searches for a burglary victim support group, but no such thing exists.

One night, a friend invites Crosley to dinner—the friend’s mother shares her story of a jewel theft from over 30 years ago. As the woman shares her story, Crosley realizes that she needs to find a way to be okay with not knowing what happened to her jewelry.

Interwoven with the details about the burglary are snippets of the backstory of Crosley’s friendship with Russell. She explains that he was first her boss, working as the executive director of publicity at Knopf. She recalls her interview with Russell and how, initially, she was uncertain of taking the job. Russell found this hesitation shocking, as Crosley was offered a position at one of the nation’s most successful and prestigious publishing houses while holding little experience herself. After they became friends, Russell convinced Crosley to buy an antique Dutch spice cabinet from a flea market, which she used to store her jewelry. The cabinet was damaged by the burglar during the theft. Crosley describes how Russell’s passion for antiquing was one of his defining features.

Just a few days before his death by suicide, Crosley met Russell for dinner. She was preparing to fly to Australia for a writing conference, and Russell agreed to care for her cat. They ate at a restaurant near Crosley’s home, and she gave him instructions on caring for the cat. A few days later, on the evening of July 27, 2019, Russell walks his dogs and then hangs himself in his barn.

Crosley learns of his death on Monday when Russell’s partner calls her. The next day, she takes a train to Connecticut to meet Russell’s partner. They hug and cry but do little talking. In the days and weeks that follow, Crosley is angry, but she stresses that she is “not angry at Russell. [She is] angry at everyone except for Russell” (44). Condolences from friends—both those who knew Russell and those who did not—make her angrier. She briefly attends a support group for friends and family of people who died by suicide, desperate to learn whether Russell emitted any warning signs that Crosley or others missed. In retrospect, Crosley identifies what she is experiencing as post-traumatic stress disorder.

The narrative shifts to the writer’s conference that Crosley attends in Melbourne. Though Russell is dead, while she is there, Crosley pretends that he is alive. She intentionally does things that she would not ordinarily do, such as accepting coffee and dinner invitations rather than retreating to her hotel room. She leads a book discussion that she committed to prior to his death, and when the discussion turns to the topic of suicide and whether those who carry it out deserve forgiveness, Crosley grows angry. She feels that it is selfish to believe that the deceased wronged other people by dying.

On the plane ride home, she orders two new rings—one gold and one silver—and then takes pills to sleep through the flight. She has three dreams. At home, when the rings arrive, she studies them, feeling as though they are a betrayal to her missing ones.

Part 1 Analysis

Part 1 introduces the two events that are intricately linked for Crosley: the burglary of her apartment and the death of her friend by suicide. The proximity of the events, which occur exactly one month apart, leads Crosley to regard them as connected. This section provides the backstory of these two key events, laying the groundwork for an examination of how the two events have impacted the author in intersecting ways.

The narrative suggests that the monetary value of the stolen jewelry is of secondary to their emotional value, particularly following the death of Russell. Crosley notes that some of the items were gifted by her grandmothers, one of whom Crosley says was a cruel person who didn’t play a large role in her life. While jewelry is often valued for both its monetary and emotional value, Crosley complicates this idea through the concept of inheritance from a person who was not loving. However, the link between the jewelry and Russell, established through anecdotes such as the job interview and the cabinet purchase, underscores the idea that physical objects can serve as vessels for memory and emotional connections. It is important that the jewelry was kept in a cabinet that Russell convinced her to buy, as these overlapping losses deepen the pain of each event. Similarly, the large ring that she wore during her interview with Russell caught his attention, layering the jewelry with greater meaning. Russel noted the ring on her resume to distinguish Crosley from other candidates. Her jewelry, then, is subtly connected to Russell and to their friendship, thus introducing the theme of Making Meaning of Trauma.

Crosley’s search for the stolen jewelry takes on an obsessive fervor. However, this is not motivated by a need for vengeance or a desire for justice to be carried out—instead, Crosley feels as though some cosmic balance has been upset. By successfully retrieving the items, Crosley believes that she will be able to return a kind of stasis to her world. This mirrors her reaction to Russell’s death, as she grapples with her inability to rewrite or undo the past. As the section unfolds, Crosley blames herself for the theft, examining her life and her actions to determine what she could have done differently to prevent the theft. The event becomes less about the loss of the items themselves and more about the loss of control—the invasion of Crosley’s home is alarming, evidenced by her repeated shock at her luck for being out of the apartment when the burglar entered. It is as if by locating and retrieving the jewelry, Crosley will be able to regain control of her life, preventing further incidents that are outside of her control from occurring. The theft of the jewelry, then, is not tragic or grief inspiring in and of itself; it is only so because the jewelry is linked to Russell and he dies unexpectedly and so close to the occurrence of the burglary. This temporal proximity allows Crosley to view the two events through a lens of symbolic causation, suggesting that one loss foreshadowed the other. It is as though the theft should have foreshadowed that more loss would follow, which enhances her guilt. The interplay between the loss of control over tangible objects and the irrevocable nature of death becomes a central thread in Crosley’s exploration of grief.

By titling the section after the “denial” stage of grief, Crosley, as the narrator, acknowledges the way her thinking about the theft (and, later, about Russell’s death) is flawed while offering a sense of survival, which advances the theme of Methods of Working Through Grief. She clings to the belief that the jewelry should be easy to recover, as if getting the jewelry back will erase the event entirely, as well as the trauma that followed. The same is true of Russell’s death: By pretending that he is still alive, she need not work through her grief about his death. This denial also highlights the human instinct to seek control or resolution in the face of chaos, an instinct that Crosley reflects on throughout the memoir. Importantly, Crosley tackles the taboo subject of death by suicide directly—by not speaking in euphemisms or talking around the means of Russell’s death, she honors him. This narrative choice also challenges societal discomfort with discussing suicide, adding a tone of honesty to the memoir. Controversially, though she dislikes the choice he made, Crosley suggests that it is important that she respect that this choice belonged to Russell alone. As she works through her grief in subsequent sections, her views on suicide will prove to be complex and shifting, which is foreshadowed by the nuance of her emotions in this first section.

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