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Colleen OakleyA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Jules, Charlie, and Lucy text in a group chat a few hours after Jules reported their mother missing. Charlie and Lucy think that Jules is overreacting, but Jules’s intuition tells her that something is wrong, especially because Tanner is not returning their calls or texts.
Louise wakes up and misses Ken. Four days after he died, she took a fly-fishing trip that they had scheduled by herself. She enjoys the freedom of being a widow but misses Ken and his idiosyncrasies. She is drawn out of her thoughts by the letter and starts her morning routine. She then reminisces about George. She loves the life that she built with Ken but still feels a twinge of pain for the 48 years she’s lived without George due to the as-yet undefined decision that they made. She lights the stove and sets the letter on fire, ignoring Tanner ringing the doorbell, until the letter burns into ash even though it hurts her hand and triggers the fire alarm.
Tanner hears the fire alarm and pounds on the door, but she panics when Louise doesn’t answer. Assuming that something bad has happened, she climbs the fence into the backyard, though it hurts her leg, and is about to use a patio chair to break the sliding glass door when Louise opens it, seeming unbothered and chalking up the fire alarm to burnt toast. She calls Tanner “girlie,” which bothers her, but then shows her to the guest room. Louise gives Tanner her weekly schedule of errands and appointments and her daily schedule of four o’clock cocktail hour, prior to which Tanner can use the TV all she wants.
Louise is flabbergasted by Tanner’s ability to play video games for five hours straight and turns the TV off with her cane at four o’clock. Tanner retreats to her room and Louise pours three fingers of Finlandia vodka over ice. As she drinks, she thinks of her escape plan. George was the planner in their partnership, but now Louise must figure out how to run on her own. She can’t fly since it’s traceable, but driving is tricky with her hip. She also worries that Jules will panic if she can’t reach her and that she won’t be able to slip away from Tanner.
Tanner wakes early due to the sound of Ken’s grandfather clock, which chimes every hour. She has a cup of coffee in the kitchen with Louise and gets ready to drive her to physical therapy. Louise and Tanner settle into their monotonous routine of video games, cocktail hour, and appointments. Their routine is broken on the third day by the arrival of August, a young, handsome neighbor who does odd jobs for Louise. He bonds with Tanner over Horizon Zero Dawn. Louise instructs him to make sure that everything is okay with her car, and he heads to the backyard. Tanner tells Louise that she could have checked the car, since she has experience with cars from working on the Fiat with her dad. Louise says that it’s more interesting to have August do it, alluding to his good looks, before settling into her routine cocktail hour. As Tanner falls asleep, she thinks back and finds it odd that August went to the backyard to work on the car, since Louise’s Mercury Grand Marquis is parked in the garage.
On Wednesday night, Tanner lies in bed scrolling on her phone, feeling bitter and upset about her circumstances as she sees her friends’ and former teammates’ lives on Instagram. Instagram brings up a memory: a video of a game when Tanner scored the winning goal after an assist from her best friend, Vee. She misses Vee but knows that she ruined their relationship. As her self-pity continues, she hears a door open and footsteps heading toward the garage. She follows Louise and finds her sitting in the car with the engine running. She stops Louise, reminding her that she can’t drive with her bad hip. Louise startles and tells Tanner that she sometimes sleepwalks but not to tell Jules and worry her. Tanner worries that Louise may be in the early stages of dementia.
After dropping Louise off at her bridge game, Tanner drives home and sees August. He waves, but she panics and doesn’t return the gesture. After she parks the car in the garage, she sees a woman approaching her. The woman asks if Tanner is Louise’s granddaughter and states that she lives next door. She tells Tanner that Louise threatened her boyfriend, Declan, a few months ago, and she hasn’t seen anyone in the house for a few months. Tanner tells her that Louise broke her hip and has been in recovery. The woman then tells Tanner that Louise pointed a gun at Declan and said that she’d “gladly go back to jail” (57), which startles Tanner. The woman tells Tanner that she’ll call the cops next time and leaves. Tanner calls Jules to report the incident but gets her voicemail. She then works her way through the house looking for the gun but finds nothing but a few locked closets, a locked box in Louise’s secretary, and a locked drawer in her nightstand. When she’s done looking, she walks down to August and apologizes for not waving back, and he asks her to get sandwiches on Monday. She feels giddy at the possibility of a date.
After a week, Louise is frustrated with Tanner’s overly slow and cautious driving and her meddling, especially calling Jules to report the sleepwalking and the gun incident. It is also revealed that she was not sleepwalking but instead seeing how painful it would be to press the gas pedal for her escape. When Jules calls, Louise assures her that she is fine and promises to look into a support group. She also mentions that she plans to take a trip soon, possibly to Italy, despite her aversion to airplanes.
A day after Louise was reported missing, Jules continues to express concern in the group chat. Charlie searches Louise’s house but finds nothing out of order. Her suitcases are still there, and the Mercury car is in the garage. He becomes alarmed, though, when he finds Tanner’s phone in her bed, left behind, ringing with a call from Jules.
These chapters dive further into Louise’s mysterious past through both her internal thoughts and Tanner’s perceptions of her odd behavior. Louise burns the letter from George into ash, a gesture that demonstrates not her turning her back on George but a physical reminder of the danger of their secrets as the burning letter “sears” her fingertips (31). Whatever is in the letter is damning, so Louise burns it to cover up the past once again, as she continues to keep the past from both Tanner, by lying by omission, and the reader, by concealing the tangible details from her thoughts. The disconnect between Louise and Tanner continues, with Louise keeping her secrets about her past and her need to go on the run and Tanner keeping her secrets about her past and what led her to move in with Louise.
The mundane nature of Louise’s schedule appears in these chapters, as she tells Tanner about her routine appointments and her regular at-home cocktail hour. There is a predictable quality to Louise’s life on paper that contradicts her unpredictable past. While Tanner initially falls easily into the repetition of her life at Louise’s house, there are a few episodes across these chapters that begin to give her pause: First, the incident with the next-door neighbor, which introduces the symbol of the gun before its symbolic resonance becomes apparent, and second, Louise’s sleepwalking episode in the garage. Through Louise’s thoughts, the narrative clarifies that she was not sleepwalking but seeing if she could drive with her injured hip as part of her getaway planning. These incidents juxtapose Louise’s past with her present, contributing to the thematic presentation of Aging and the Body since Louise can no longer fully live the life that she once lived. Oakley hence suggests that someone in an aging body should not be underestimated.
The arrival of August begins the romantic thread in the novel with his flirtation with Tanner. Tanner’s internal journey of self-acceptance has not yet begun in earnest, but August represents a step in the right direction: a positive romantic encounter with someone who sees her for who she truly is instead of her college ex-fling who only uses her for his own sexual gratification. August’s arrival also furthers the mystery of Louise in Tanner’s perception. When he arrives to fix the car, he goes to the backyard, not the garage. Tanner thinks it’s odd, which contributes to her ongoing suspicion about Louise. Oakley intensifies this sense of suspicion when the perspective switches to Louise’s children—Jules, Charlie, and Lucy—in a group chat discussing their missing mother. When Charlie visits her house, he finds nothing missing, but Tanner and Louise are gone and left Tanner’s phone behind in her unmade bed. It remains unclear what happened to Tanner and Louise, and the mystery builds in intensity.