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Anna-Marie McLemoreA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Aracely tells Sam the truth about her past as Leandro, who died trying to save his sister from the river. The river transformed him into a woman covered in butterflies. It also aged her to be older than Leandro was before. Aracely then went looking for Miel. Miel still doesn’t know who Aracely really is. Sam sees that Aracely understands his pain, and he considers his aversion to being seen as a woman. Aracely reveals that she helped his mother get set up in the town, trying to give Sam a fresh start without judgment.
Ivy invites Miel to come over. When Miel refuses, Ivy says that she’ll have her father fire “Samira,” deliberately using Sam’s birth name. Miel understands that Sam’s secret will be revealed if she refuses, so she goes. When she arrives, she sees her first rose in a vase; the sisters want one for each of them before they try using them. They accost Miel about her mother, alluding to rumors that she tried to murder her children. Finally, they show Miel Sam’s birth certificate, which they got from Ms. Owens. Miel leaves, and Peyton follows. Miel confronts her about the help she’s received from Sam, shielding her from stigma of her own. Peyton is unapologetic, and Miel thinks about the anger and judgment Sam will suffer from the people of their town. She baits Peyton about her own relationships, and sees a new rose growing from her skin.
Miel considers cutting away her rose but knows the Bonners will blame her for it. She meets Sam outside, and they kiss. However, Miel worries that her love will incite the Bonner girls further, so she breaks up with him and turns and leaves. Later, the Bonner girls come to her and she allows them to cut away her rose.
At home, Miel and Aracely remain distant. Miel blames herself for Ms. Owens’s vulnerability to the Bonners’ influence, and feels responsible for guarding the truth about Sam. Aracely comes to apologize for her anger. Sam’s mother arrives, looking for Sam; Miel pretends she’s on her way to meet him. After Sam’s mother leaves, Miel goes out to look for Sam and Aracely goes to find Ms. Owens, hoping to restrain her before she shares what she knows.
Sam stands at the bank of the river, hoping that the water will transform him the way it transformed Leandro. If not, he hopes it will make him someone who wants to be a girl. He goes into the water, but Miel finds him and pulls him out. Once Sam recovers, Miel sees that he wasn’t in danger but had gone into the river on purpose. Betrayed, she slaps him.
Miel and Sam process her act of violence and the misunderstanding about Sam’s actions. They argue about their mutual reticence, and Miel accuses Sam of only liking her because she knows his secret. Finally, Miel tells Sam she loves him. Sam responds that he doesn’t love her, because she’s never let him get close enough.
Sam leaves Miel by the river alone, and she takes out her frustration on the water by hitting it. Suddenly, her rose snaps off and disappears. Miel is horrified, believing the Bonner girls will think she did it on purpose. Ivy arrives, revealing that she has been watching, and pulls Miel away. Miel shamefully gives in and lets Ivy lock her in the coffin. Ivy leaves Miel alone. Miel rages that the roses won’t give them their power back, and believes the girls are growing desperate.
Miel isn’t in school the next day. Ivy comes in to pick up Miel’s assignments, saying that Miel is ill. Sam thinks he’s been replaced. In the hallway, he overhears two male students making sexual comments about Miel and begins fighting with them. The vice principal breaks up the fight and leads Sam away. Peyton arrives and intervenes, saying the other student had been making racist comments. Sam gets off with a warning, and Peyton declares them even.
This section begins and ends with Sam and Aracely sharing very personal interactions, bookending the novel’s midpoint chapters. McLemore begins with a brief descent into the past before returning to the present and picking up narrative momentum. Aracely reveals that she’s hiding the truth in order to protect Miel from her own traumatic memories, and this act of protection, together with their shared transgender identity, forges a familial connection between Sam and Aracely and makes them willing to fight for each other. All this is happening unbeknownst to Miel, who is herself fighting for Sam in another hidden way. The Bonner girls weaponize Sam’s Gender Identity as a way of manipulating Miel; even though Miel understands this, she feels a responsibility for the sisters’ actions and uses herself as a buffer between them and Sam. Miel’s love for Sam drives her to reject him for what she sees as his own good, and to willingly give herself over to the Bonner girls. This is a low point in Miel’s journey—she’s willing to sacrifice her own freedom and autonomy for her chosen family, driven by her need to protect them, rather than sharing herself and her fears with them openly and honestly and joining with them to find a solution.
The novel’s midpoint, effectively slotted exactly half way through the book, comes with Sam’s attempt at suicide and/or Transformation—a cumulation of his hopelessness and his attempts to fit into a number of mutually exclusive roles:
If he gave himself up to [the river], maybe it would do to him what it had done to Aracely, turning him into what he truly was. Maybe it would give him a body that matched this life he had built. Or maybe it would make him want to be a woman called Samira. And if it did neither of these things, maybe it would have enough mercy to just take him under and turn him into water (131).
Sam’s choice at the river is a manifestation of feeling irrevocably at odds with the world around him. In order to move forward, he feels he must change either himself or the world. When he’s rescued by Miel, her response is to slap him—the first act of violence that has ever taken place between them—an instinctual reaction motivated by her fear of losing him and her anger that he would treat his life with so little care when she gave up part of her own body to keep him safe.
The ruptures growing between Miel and her loved ones in the plot allow her disappearance at Ivy’s hands to go unnoticed, leaving the narrative to focus on Sam’s experiences at school in her absence. Despite the novel’s young characters, most of the story takes place in the natural world. This shift of setting to the halls and offices of the school building emphasizes the literal and emotional distance between the protagonists and creates a broader sense of conflict between Miel’s otherworldliness and the striking banality of the society she inhabits. Sam’s conflict at school leads him to reconnect with Aracely and make the choice that serves as the novel’s next major turning point: removing his love for Miel with a lovesickness cure.
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